When the New year falls, write something so that you can know what you have done in the past.
Lived for 26 years, like a vast starry sky, but also like a distant light in the starry sky
In 2011, a lot of things happened in my short year.
So that I am a little trance, a few days ago, every day will be suddenly flustered, unacceptable, unable to escape, alone
Look at the heart, think back to the years, the past is like some refined parts
Contributed to the status quo of me, new and old, some people live in memories, remembering hard and sweet
Pain is the essence of life, and sometimes you should be grateful for the sudden happiness.
Chai Jing said that no one who has cried bitterly late at night is not enough to talk about life.
Being alone is very important to a person.
Sometimes, some people always keep themselves very busy, looking for parties, looking for fun, avoiding the process,
Or a person, do not think, do not examine, do not think, although when human beings think, God laughs.
Humorous and ironic, realistic and cruel, I spend a lot of time alone for many reasons
Some people can also see this as my failure, they will think you are useless
So no one will look for you, will ask you how, will contact you to comfort you!
This year I worked as an intern (2011), although I was looking for part-time assembly line workers, flyers and real estate sales during the summer vacation from school.
These short experiences, more or less, have changed me slightly.
I have heard some stories about people in those positions, either moved, admired or doubted.
Now I have set foot on the job as a courier, for me who has just entered the society.
This is a job I wanted to do a long time ago. Why?
I once wrote an article called resignation letter. I hate repetition. I don’t have a high educational background to repeat an action.
My robot is not advanced, at best, it is an early industrial product. Maybe I misunderstand it.
But this is my personal understanding. What do others think? it is the freedom of others.
I also have the right to choose freely. This is an industry similar to taxi drivers.
I once asked some cabbies how are your waists? The answer I heard was that it was necrotic and could not walk in the previous stage.
There is also a book that says, don’t speak jargon to laymen.
I think this refers to the feeling and experience of the details of your work every day.
Just like a bunch of people get together at school to talk about what it’s like to have sex, virgins don’t understand.
The best you can do is to hold up your red underwear, but what these two occupations have in common is the freedom of time and space.
I don’t have to envy the people who have been in office all the time who can’t finish ppt.
Although they are warm in winter and cool in summer, I don’t need to be jealous. Those elites in the workplace are the same.
I only blame myself for reading so little that I can’t even write a few decent sentences of English.
I don’t have to envy those students who are studying in college, because I used to study with them.
I only read that I once played a joke on myself. There is a motto at Harvard University.
What you are wasting today is the tomorrow that people who died yesterday are looking forward to.
I was also said by this sentence, of course, this is only a conceptual replacement.
How much ability you have, how many things to do first, and the desire for quick success and quick profit is a disease in China.
But I think the disease is still mild, limited to collective anxiety, and we live in a digital cage.
I accept a lot of rules and regulations every day, think I’m smart, and think I see some new jokes.
However, if you think about it carefully, many of the choices you make, your anxiety and stress, are bound by the usual information.
Now the culture is booming, one person at a time, and the courier meets my own needs.
Do a job you like, at least you won’t regret it.
Perhaps it will add some rare happiness, that is, the happiness that can be borne in life.
In the twinkling of an eye, in 2012, it was also a turning point in my life, so to speak, without this year’s experience, I am not who I am now.
Introduced by relatives into a standard state-owned enterprise, the working environment is better than that of couriers.
There is a slight sense of pride when asked by relatives and friends. Although the salary is not very satisfied and not shy to say 50 a day! (internship)
The work from 9 to 5 every day makes me look forward to changing from a temporary worker to a regular worker as soon as possible.
Endured for a year near the end of the year! One Saturday, the leader talked to me, thinking that the opportunity would not be in vain.
What we are waiting for is persuasion: Xiao Wu, the job in the company is too stable for you fresh graduates.
Your family is not very rich. I think it’s better to be young to venture outside. After Saturday, you don’t have to come. Go out and look for a job.
More experience, no overtime pay, but no extra deduction of your salary.
I think maybe the leader thinks I’m young and doesn’t want to hurt my self-esteem.
Now that it’s all like that, I don’t have much culture, but at least I know it.
Instead of being resigned at last, it is better to take the initiative to save face for yourself.
I lost my hard year’s job (only later did I know that a related household had come to my position. It was said that the relationship in the province had come for half a month and then became a regular employee.
I haven’t become a regular employee for a year. It’s good that God played a joke on me. I’ll take it as an inspiration from God.)
With a monthly salary of 1500, I have saved 3K yuan by deducting food, drink and clothing this year.
When I came back, I bought a battery car. Compared with me who used to ride a bike, this is a very good tool for walking.
At that time, I had a sprout in mind that the goal of BYD F0 before the age of 25 was to save 3W in a few years.
I have a picture of carrying a car in my mind, and I’m the only one who feels the joy.
And because this battery car brought me and my wife together, this battery car carries too many memories.
I met my wife in 2013 when I had nothing, no money, no car, no house, no savings, no stable job.
I am not afraid of jokes to say that I am more aggressive. I do not have a complete family, single-parent families, especially the local women mind.
Because marrying me is doomed to work hard without the support of my family. Two young people have to bear the pressure of this family.
Of course, the current mother-in-law must not agree with this marriage. My wife is in the city and I am from the countryside.
In the end, the mother-in-law even said that she wanted to be with me and severed the relationship between mother and daughter.
Under such pressure, my wife kept it a secret from the beginning of the quarrel to the rest of it.
I don’t want to tell my parents that my father-in-law has watched his daughter follow me so wholeheartedly.
Said a word to her: if you really love a man, he has these three points.
1: I really love you and treat you well.
2: respect the old and love the young and filial piety
3: no matter what kind of work you do, you are self-motivated.
Then Dad will agree with you, and I will help you to say that I succeeded because of my father-in-law’s help.
I started my business in February 2014 because I had no capital and no resources, so I thanked Jack Ma’s father for giving me a platform.
The deposit of 1000 yuan on Taobao started my entrepreneurial career.
Maybe life was too miserable before. God blessed and tossed around and made more than 4K in the first month.
For me at that time, I was so happy that the dream of BYD began to take off.
In the blink of an eye, International Labour Day deducted the payment and already had 5W in his hand. TiBYD is no longer a dream.
But if you have money in hand, you will not be satisfied with the 3W car.
I borrowed 8W from my grandmother. This is their lifetime savings. I clearly told myself that I borrowed it, not took it! Be sure to return it.
I asked my father-in-law to borrow 3W and promised to pay it off before I got married at the end of the year.
With 16W in hand, the most important thing at that time was the belief of the masses.
It is impossible for me to go to 4S to see Volkswagen’s car sales in Nanjing for 14 years. Maybe I dress poorly.
Not even a glass of water and the person who handed out a business card came back from the 4S store.
At that time, I thought about which 4S store I wanted to go to and bring me a glass of water.
In the end, I went to Citroen and the French car didn’t sell well, so the service was even better and poured me a cup of fruit orange.
Under the hoodwinking of the sales, I bought the car on the same day and bought the car with 3K and 11W foreign debt.
There is only one goal in mind to make money and earn back the money from the car this year.
Hard + lucky to get married successfully at the end of 14 years, Grandma’s money was paid off by her father-in-law in order, and he still saved some money.
After having a car for 15 years, I bought a house and made a down payment on a house. At that time, the house price in Nanjing was not very high, and the price in the suburbs was only more than 1W.
In the twinkling of an eye, I am not very satisfied with the power or brand of Citroen, which has been in manual gear for 16 years, that is, today’s protagonist appeared.
BMW, it was a belief at that time, whether it was rural or urban, the charm of BMW was absolutely possible.
Entangled for a long time 3 series high configuration and 5 series low configuration! Finally, my wife said that she bought the beggar version of the 5 series.
The power of the new car is satisfied at the beginning, and then I feel that I really don’t have enough, the greater the desire, the greater the demand.
Changed the accelerator and changed the plug-in because of temporary deception.
It turns out that the fuel consumption is 300 yuan 420KM, and after changing the exhaust, basically 1 yuan 1km.
There’s nothing I can do about sacrificing money for the voice, or it’s not worth it. After all, it’s hard to buy. I’m happy.
The car is now driving 3W kilometers. The highway is very good. 8AT’s ZF gearbox lives up to its reputation.
As for the back row space, I don’t need to repeat it! If I do 188, I can hit Jiro in the leg.
I am also quite satisfied with the comfort of the seat.

Accomplish one big thing every year 14 years buy Citroen 15 years buy a house 16 years buy BMW 17 years decorate 18 years move into a new house
19 years. The desire to change cars is getting stronger and stronger. , it can be regarded as motivating yourself to reward yourself at the end of 19 years.

In the follow-up, we will also make up for some internal and external changes that have been recently replaced.
There are no stories of youth shared on the Internet. I will always read a diary and remember it in the future.
Recalling the time when I went to school, I took out a cigarette secretly after a bucket of old sauerkraut.
It has become the happiest thing in those school days, and the happiness index has exploded.
Now in this world full of desire, you can buy something you like while you are young and you can afford it.
Time waits for no man to meet what he likes in life for decades! You have to fight for it early.
Does it make sense to buy a bunch of kindergarten toys in your twenties? No!
Does it make sense to buy a high school bike in your thirties? No!
Does it make sense to buy a BMW at the age of 60 or 70? No!
At the best age, it makes sense to have people and things you like.
You should strive for what you like as soon as possible, no matter how hard and tired it is.
Otherwise, it will be a pity!
In 2019, what hasn’t changed is that I am still young and full of unlimited power and fantasy.
Will be flustered, will blankly throw away cigarette butts and then move on to the road.
Know exactly what you want to do, just do it, that’s all.
Because I don’t think I’ll ever be 21 again, my life is limited to today.
I live on the same day as those older people, under the same sky, what I have is the infinite physical strength of my young body.
The years left them with more or less regret, or regret.
Those people are accompanied by endless cigarettes and the cadence of teahouses around the vegetable market early in the morning.
They try to get back to what they used to be, but it’s not easy to tell it in words.
In the years to come, I hope I don’t become obsessed with digital information, so I will lose myself.
last
When the spider’s web ruthlessly seized my hearth
When the smoke of ashes sighs the sorrow of poverty
I still stubbornly smooth the ashes of disappointment
Write with beautiful snowflakes and believe in the future.

I accidentally wrote it in the middle of the night and it is already the New Year. I wish all the brothers and sisters in the group good health, family happiness and wealth again
2019.2.4
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